The appeal of clockwork to me has always been the experience of envisioning a final product and then putting together the small pieces that form it. Whether I'm making a pocket watch or building an octopus, the principle is the same, in that I start at the end and work my way back. The companionship is enjoyable, of course.
"Fei" is "one who flies", then. "Cao" is what, plumbing?
Turning a vision into reality, I see. I asked because I was curious whether your interest in them diminished once complete, or if the interest was in having them, complete.
In full candor, I suppose I'm also a little jealous. I'm down one companion, myself, while you've managed to recreate one of yours.
[ A pause. Well, Rufus already knows about the clairvoyance, so... ]
Sometimes it does. Sometimes I build things and I forget what they're for--futures that end up not coming true, most likely. But when I build things for myself, there is enjoyment both in the process and in the result.
I'm sorry about your companion. A person, or a creature?
[And he files away the bit about forgetting to come back to it at a later point, but he's posed enough questions of Keita by now that it's probably fair to field a few in return first, lest this start to sound like an interrogation.]
I was hoping so, as it's much easier for me to offer to build a clockwork animal than a clockwork person. If you're so inclined, that is. And of course I would need your input on the design.
There are plenty of futures where you don't kiss me. More than futures where you do, I think. I'll make sure to keep count as best I can.
[ Although Keita will of course no longer remember the futures he forgets (duh), he can usually sense the impressions of them, like phantom pains in a missing limb—the awareness that something once there is now gone. ]
Will understanding how I define "pleasure" and "company" help you come to a decision?
As for your question, it will, but mostly in how they dovetail with my attempts to determine your current state of companionship. Low supply drives high demand, after all.
Spoken like a true businessman, but regardless of "supply," I don't care for pity. I meant the pleasure of your company in the sense of the opportunity to get to know each other. If that doesn't interest you, I also take payment in chips or parts.
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The appeal of clockwork to me has always been the experience of envisioning a final product and then putting together the small pieces that form it. Whether I'm making a pocket watch or building an octopus, the principle is the same, in that I start at the end and work my way back. The companionship is enjoyable, of course.
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Turning a vision into reality, I see. I asked because I was curious whether your interest in them diminished once complete, or if the interest was in having them, complete.
In full candor, I suppose I'm also a little jealous. I'm down one companion, myself, while you've managed to recreate one of yours.
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[ A pause. Well, Rufus already knows about the clairvoyance, so... ]
Sometimes it does. Sometimes I build things and I forget what they're for--futures that end up not coming true, most likely. But when I build things for myself, there is enjoyment both in the process and in the result.
I'm sorry about your companion. A person, or a creature?
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[And he files away the bit about forgetting to come back to it at a later point, but he's posed enough questions of Keita by now that it's probably fair to field a few in return first, lest this start to sound like an interrogation.]
A creature. My pet, actually.
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And what would you like in exchange for that? Don't say you'll do it for nothing.
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And of "pleasure", I suppose.
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I'm going to assume you still remember a future where I don't kiss you as a result of this conversation. I am, after all, still deciding.
I would expect that by the time our discussion ends, you'll have forgotten around half of those possible outcomes. Keep that in mind as we talk.
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There are plenty of futures where you don't kiss me. More than futures where you do, I think. I'll make sure to keep count as best I can.
[ Although Keita will of course no longer remember the futures he forgets (duh), he can usually sense the impressions of them, like phantom pains in a missing limb—the awareness that something once there is now gone. ]
Will understanding how I define "pleasure" and "company" help you come to a decision?
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As for your question, it will, but mostly in how they dovetail with my attempts to determine your current state of companionship. Low supply drives high demand, after all.
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What pleasure do you think you would find from my company? Even the people I'm on good terms with haven't hesitated to call me an awful, arrogant ass.
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But I've listened to the things you've said before. The way you've described how you interact with the world. My offer wasn't about pity.
More a sense of camaraderie, maybe. Companionship in short supply.
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Come to my suite when you're free, then. If you don't find me intolerable, we'll see about the rest.
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I'll be by. To spend time with you and Feiyu both.
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All right, I'll look forward to it.