There are plenty of futures where you don't kiss me. More than futures where you do, I think. I'll make sure to keep count as best I can.
[ Although Keita will of course no longer remember the futures he forgets (duh), he can usually sense the impressions of them, like phantom pains in a missing limb—the awareness that something once there is now gone. ]
Will understanding how I define "pleasure" and "company" help you come to a decision?
As for your question, it will, but mostly in how they dovetail with my attempts to determine your current state of companionship. Low supply drives high demand, after all.
Spoken like a true businessman, but regardless of "supply," I don't care for pity. I meant the pleasure of your company in the sense of the opportunity to get to know each other. If that doesn't interest you, I also take payment in chips or parts.
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I'm going to assume you still remember a future where I don't kiss you as a result of this conversation. I am, after all, still deciding.
I would expect that by the time our discussion ends, you'll have forgotten around half of those possible outcomes. Keep that in mind as we talk.
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There are plenty of futures where you don't kiss me. More than futures where you do, I think. I'll make sure to keep count as best I can.
[ Although Keita will of course no longer remember the futures he forgets (duh), he can usually sense the impressions of them, like phantom pains in a missing limb—the awareness that something once there is now gone. ]
Will understanding how I define "pleasure" and "company" help you come to a decision?
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As for your question, it will, but mostly in how they dovetail with my attempts to determine your current state of companionship. Low supply drives high demand, after all.
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What pleasure do you think you would find from my company? Even the people I'm on good terms with haven't hesitated to call me an awful, arrogant ass.
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But I've listened to the things you've said before. The way you've described how you interact with the world. My offer wasn't about pity.
More a sense of camaraderie, maybe. Companionship in short supply.
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Come to my suite when you're free, then. If you don't find me intolerable, we'll see about the rest.
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I'll be by. To spend time with you and Feiyu both.
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All right, I'll look forward to it.